Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Bang, Bangma, Bangmalou

-Shang Samte

Mihing hinkhuo ah theisiamlouna ,lungkhamna, lunggell vungvung na leh daana chite pen a um ding mawng ana hi daan hi. I kinep lou daan ahiei,I ki lamet loud an leh I ngaituophalou lou tan a lung ngaina te I tuah chiang in I ling gim in ngaituo na sang hi.


Tam bang hun chiang in ki lung gel a, apaisa hun a I gamtat daante ahiei I khohei gamtat daan teleh I hamkamsuo te bang I ngaituo kha let in ki gammang kha dehdeh hi. Tua chiin… Oh!! Tuo jieh ma hiding ave maw bang ki chi in I bawl I sep masang bang ki tuot tuot in I vang I ngaw ua,Pasian gawtna ahisih leh mi khat sapsiet n ate song bang hi ding in ki tuot thei hi. Ahilou tawp in jing bang e khat paap cxhiote bang ki ging maw hi. Tam bang hun chiang in eima ah dawhna tuomtuom thupi tahtah te in in khuai vaitung hing bang sah thei hi. Bang jieh adiei?? Bang chi daan? Bang chiiiiiinnnnn.

Tamte jieh mai hilou in siltha thutha leh sil lamdang tahtah te ahing tung chiang in jong a na ngah jing BANG(why) chi thuteng a um jing hi. Gentena in ; Bang diing a kum tha um thei a diei? Bang diing a vangpha /vang sia ka diei ? bang ding a kho um daan leh hui laan dante um thei a diei ?Bang ding a tam bang sil teng tung thei a diei??? Tam bang dawhna tepen nuijaat huai sim nanleh a tahtah ahi hi. Bang dinn ……. A bei ngai sih ding hi.

Tambang ahi taah leh ‘a jieh’ khat teitei beh um ngei ding chi na ahia, a um a ngaia a um ding mawng jong ahi. Ahin banging bang jih a diei chi chien tah a va thei tel chit chiat a a vas au kaan khelkhelding a poi maw na diei?? Khovel lam leh Telsuina te ah tam dohna ‘Bang’ chi pen silt eng bul ahia,ngaituo ngai tuo tuo a ngai tuo khiat diing ma ahi. Pu APJ Abdul kalam in a gel “Wings of fire”ah “Dream ..dream and dreammmmmm” ana chi hi. Ngaituo a hisap ditdet ding ma hi.

Ahin mihing niteng hinkhuo ah I khohei I gamtat nate tengteng ah tam dohna BANG chi pen ngai tuotuo poimaw khel khel lou ahi. A jiapen Telsuina hi vateh lou ahi man in. Pai suol thei na lampi jong ahi. Na tung a sil tung te ,hamphat hamsiet na , na nui na na taina leh na daa na cho te va kan a eima leh eima ki dawh doh pen damthei huai lou jaw hi. Bang jieh in chi in bang jia ma hing tun giep ding hi.

Thangpu pen Niang bawi in a itt mama a , nanleh bang ma thupi leh bang ma lou jien in a khen maw hi. Tuo chiin Niang bawi in naa a sa mama hi. Bang diin a tam bang teng nuo a ahing hichi bawl maw a diei chite bang a nagi tuo tuo a ma leh ama a ki dong dong mai ta hi. A jiah thei siam sawm tei tei in a ngao tuo tuo jing hi. A lungsima lung tang mai hilou in a tah as mel puoh ah jong akilang jou hial hi. Tua ma bangin Thang pu jong a tha lawp leh a tai tuom sih hi. Deinu a ofis a tun in a boss pan Pink Slip an ape hiau hi. Tam Pink Slip a mu tah in Deinu a mai suo ah thanuamna a um sih a bang ma thu ki gen nasa lou a laiki piah chi in a thei siam sih hi. Ofis a mun nei nonlou ahi man in inn lam a aki le mai a ngai ta hi. Bang jiah chi a diei chiin lam tung tawn ah aki ngai tyuo tuo mai hi. A ngai tuo na ah inn tung ta leh a pasal, a tehpu leh a tehpi leh a tate kung ah bang a gen ta diei chiin lam tungtawn in a tuattuat ta mai hi. Tuochiin mijousia in ama mai en a nuisat in a mu mawh hi. A mu ten sepna nei nonlou nu chia nuichiam na a jang uh bang in aki ngai tuo a amu mawh a a haasia hi.

Tam bang hunlaitah a silumdaan , a sil tung leh a um daan te sang in Bang jieh a diei chi thei chei a ut na a baei tuan soih a a thanuam na aa ngiam sah tuan sih a alian jaw hi. Tamte sang ma in bang chiin I sual ei?bang I chi ngaituo a bang I law a bang I chi te leh bang I chi pom ei chite a poimaw jotham tham a a thupi jaw hi. Tambang hun ah theisiam a pomsiam ding ahi leh silteng theisiam sese ngailou ahi chi I thei siam mama a ngai hi.Tam pen a poimaw en leh a lianpen ahi. Tuo chilou in I kipah in I lungkim thei sih dinghy.

Lungkim jawsem leh kipah josem a I umthei na ding a poimaw pen ahi leh … A poimaw lou tantan pi a sil tengteng pi lungkham pipi ding hilou ahi chi ahi. Lungsim tawldam na pen poimaw masa jaw hi. Kipahna,Taina,lungkimna te a ding a amelma lianpen uh “Bangjieh a diei” chi thuteng ahi. BANG ah AJIAHPEN chi um nanleh bang tengteng TAM jiehahi chi ngaisese lou ahi. Lunggimpi a ngaituo tham ngaitua thamlou sil um taluo hi. Ngaisah ding a um a, ngaisah lou a na suohsuoh ki suo tow chi nuasia ding jong a um hi. Bangteng sang an nangma poimaw jaw nahi daan na thei chet a ngai jaw hi. Na deidaan, na hatna , na lawchiin na, lawsapna leh bang tengteng nangma ahing choutu ten a thei ngai hi. Eima ki thei chian lkoupi ami dang teng I theisiam a, asil teng pi leh I hun teng pi vasen ding hilou daan ahi. Pu Albert Einstien in a shi kuon in “ Sometimes I suspect that my life has been a waste . I inquired into the farthest star and forget completely to inquire into myself……….. And i was the closest star” ana chi hi.

Silteng theisiam poimaw lou ahi chi ka thei siam theina ding in ka hinkhuo pumpi kana subei kha hi chiin French President lui Rene Coty in a chi hi. Khovel a sakhuo umtengteng phial in I kim I pam a sil tung teng ngaisah a thei chet sawm ding in koima a haanthawn kha sih hi. Guru Granth Sahib in khovel leh a sung asil um teng theisang in eime leh eima ki theisiam jo ding in a nuojuite hasot hi. A gena ah eima jong kithei loupi a miteng siltengteng I theisiam sawm pen I buaina thupi pen ahi ana chi. Laisiangthou in “ Mihing kal suon na teng Mangpan a chiamsa/a gel/ a tuot sa ahi a ,Tualeh mihing in a gamtatna bang a chi thei jou ding uoi “ a chi hi(Proverb 20:24)

A tawpna ding ah…. Very often as we move on life,mysteries and open ended situations we left behind, start falling into place . And invariably we realize as the coins starts finding their slots that every thing had a reason and time …………. And much as we have imagined , didn’t need us unraveling or understanding it………. Hei sung mun ahiei khat ah a silteng thei bukim khat a um hi……….. The Almighty.

Bang teng khu bangmalou ahi. Gualjawlna naah maw?...............???????????!!!!!!!!!!!

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